You Do Not Need The Busy

In this moment,

I realize that going to the therapist

was also a form of

reluctance, inertia,

resistance and sabotage.

Helpful in ways.

Of course.

But it was easier to go

And talk for hours.

Hundred dollar;

Sixty minute.

And I had weeks

And months

Of permission

To get stuck in some inner work

Instead of 

DO

What 

I am 

HERE

To 

Do.

Who

I am 

Here

To

Be.

There will always be effects of 

Resisting and elongating 

This timeline.

Cause

And

Effect.

The Soul knows.

THIS

Is why 

The body

And personality

Are experiencing

ANXIETY.

Self doubt.

Procrastination.

Refusal to 

Do what

I yearn

To 

Do.

I can do this.

If I could not,

I would not be here

As me.

No more

Talking 

About it.

No more saying yes

When my heart

Pleads no.

You do not need the busy.

You need YOURSELF.

Your creativity.

Your sacred passion.

You knowing.

Your voice.

All of your beauty.

You have permission to fully heal.

It’s safe to fully heal.

You are allowed to go this far,

And to completely heal.

You are healed.

You have healed.

You know what is next.

Celebrate your arrival,

And dig down deep into your heart and soul.

And so it is.

Aho.

JUNE 9 2018